Just as I had expected before I entered this university,seldom students would like to learn.The atmosphere couldn't be so good.Yes,I am afraid so.However,I have to not only survive but realize my freams here.
There's nothing I can do to change the atmosphere here,so I must change myself and make myself adjust to it as soon as possible.
So,I make up my mind to take advantage of everything here.Unlike that of the high school,we don't have classes at any time of the day.The intervals can be several hours at most.So,after class I won't go back to my dorm and chat or hang around like other students do.Instead,I go to the liberary and study myself.I do it because I don't want to be infected by others.All I need is a rather quiet place.
I know I must sacrifice and give up a lot to gain what I really desire.I know I don't have enough time to play or entertain.Time is too precious for me.In order to make up for my failure,I must make great efforts because I know clearly that opportunities are only for those who have made full preparations.
Although I didn't do well in the college entrance exam and entered a university I didn't like,I believe there're more chances out there only if I try my hardest to strive for them.Or there would be nothing for me.
I still have four years in college.Four years later,I will definitely give it my best shot to gain the precious position at BFSU.Sounds like an impossible mission,huh? No matter what the results will be,I won't retreat or surrender.
Somebody says we can't determine our destiny.However,I will never give in to my destiny.I wanna change it and hold it in my own hands!
(to be continued...)
