We were required to fill in the application form of what universities you wanted and you thought you could enter after you evaluating your score.I don't think it's fair.We didn't know our scores,but we had to decide which university to apply for.It sucks! However,that was the rule.
There were no possibilities that I could enter my ideal foreign studies university.Heart-broken,I had to choose the university I didn't like.I was reluctant to do it.Besides that, there actually was another choice:to relearn and give another try next year.I was considering it.However,soon I gave up the idea.For one thing,that was a risk.Many students took it before and they didn't do any better for they suffered more pressure.Another thing was time is precious.I'd rather make good use of the year rather than waste it.It doesn't mean I won't achieve success in a common college.It depends not on which school I study at,but how much efforts I make.
Since our major could only decided by the ranking of our scores,I wasn't sure if I could be accepted to be an English major.So,I chose Tianjin University of Technology.That would probably garanteed my major.I had already lost the school.I couldn't lose the major again.A month later,I was informed that I was admitted by the foreign language department fo TUT.My major is English.That was probably the only thing that could comfort me a little.
Till now,It's still a "scar" in my heart and always will be.It seemed the failure had taught me life lessons.There are rises and falls in our life.We can never predict what will happen to us in the near future.The more we expect,the more disappointed we may get.Yes,sometimes,we have to lower our expectations.To hope the worst and prepare for the best.It's a big failure in my life.However,it's not the end of the world.My life goes on.
I seemed to have grown up overnight as I had suddenly realized a lot about life that in the past I had never ever thought of...
(to be continued...)
